A dream worth dreaming...

Somewhere in my dreams I hear your voice

Whispering gently....into thin air
At the edge of the mountain I close my eyes
Sensing your breathing...feeling you appear there

On the edge of my dreams I see your face
A twin soul......when we share eyes
At the edge of the mountain I catch my breath
Touching our finger tips...mouth goes dry

In the shadows of my dreams I taste your lips
So soft against mine like a warm rain
At the edge of the mountain my heart slows
Sharing our every breath....two hearts don't refrain

In the deepest part of my dreams I feel your touch
Breathless....from the warmth of your skin
At the edge of the mountain I open my eyes
Seeing only clouds....feeling.... within

On the edge of my dreams is where I want to stay
It's there...I'm forever in your arms...safe...sound
At the edge of the mountain I'll remain breathless
For me.....no greater love will ever be found

Will you always be there on the edge of my dreams?
Will you always meet me to the edge of the mountain?

I will wait for you...be there for you....always.

Bad day

I had a terrible day yesterday. Everything seemed to wrong. Nothing seemed right. Reasons?

1. Brother in law's off day. (quarrelled with him becoz he broke my slipper and now he won't buy me back a new slipper..that was my one and only slipper..now I've got to save money and buy one)
2. School. (hate the guy who sits next to me..haven't I given enough hints that I am not interested?)
3. Has some arguement with my bf. (why..why..why)

Let's hope today will be a better day.

Can anyone understand me?

There's this thing about my blog. It's that it's very dull and bland. Why is that so? I have tried to make it more interesting but I have got no idea what to post.The thing with me is that I easily forget. But then, if I got into something or someone I will have flash backs of what I did before. MAYBE I have a minor [or major] memory loss but I am still capable of remembering things if I want to or if somebody mentions about it.

Most people who has their own blog are happy people. Happy-go-lucky who has interesting days to share about. They do not only have the least of the problems but if they do have they just do some kind of a thing and *POOF*, Adios, problemo!

I know, I know.

I should be the same, ain't that right?

But there's the thing, I am not a happy girl. In fact, I'm an emotional person. On the outside I show people I am a happy go lucky girl but actually I am not. I tried to be 'happy' for a period of time but, hey, life's tough!

The only thing that is motivating me to keep on going was my studies and my boy friend.

I want to get my best result.

I want to achieve my dreams.

WHY?

Because I want to get away.

I don't wanna face the problems I'm having now.

I am done with it. I need something new or fresh.

God, guide me please.

My Bed

Woke  up late and missed school. Why? Caused it was raining early in the morning and when my alarm rang I switch it off and told myself I will sleep for another 5 mins and I ended up waking up at 8.30am. Arghh... but I am lucky today's class is more of a self study project so I guess I will have to do it at home. As if I am not used to studying alone. I'd rather study at home as I can concentrate more coz my classmates are one hell of a noisy group especially when there are no teachers around.

Well, I have done my house chores so here I am trying to feel up my blog. I am trying to make it a habit of blogging at least once a day if time permits. Hope today will be a nice and peaceful and stress free day for me. I WANT TO GO BACK TO BED!!!! But guess I can't. Now I need to do some studying.

Ciaoz!!!

Lefty?

Lefty?

I dunno what happened, but maybe it's coz I had a bad day at school and that's why I feel all emo-y.
O.O

Well, today I found out  few of my classmates who's a lefty, like me. =D
Here's a research I did while I had nothing to do:
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First, Some Left-Handed Statistics

About 10% of the world’s population is left-handed. There is a genetic component that determines right versus left-hand dominance, and it’s called the LRRTM1 gene. People with this gene are more likely to be lefties.
The speech centers of right-handers and most left-handers are in the left brain. The left brain focuses on syntax a
nd order, while the right brain monitors context and emotions.
Some of us are “mixed-handed” people, which means both hands are used equally.

Psychological Characteristics of Left-handed People

• Leadership. About 66% of American presidents in the last 30 years were left-handed men. Bill Clinton, George H.W. Bush, Ronald Reagan, and Gerald Fold were all left-handed presidents. Bar ack Obama and John McCain are both left-handed.
• Quick thinkers. Studies have shown that lefties are “exceptional.” Australian research shows that left-handed people think more quickly when playing computer games or sports. Left-handed people also tend to earn more money.
• Sexuality. Research from Canada reveals this interesting quality of left-handed people: they’re more likely to be homosexual.

Personality Traits of Lefties

• Independence: Some experts believe left-handed people are more independent because they’ve had to get along in a world that’s not made for them. Dr Peters says that lefties are “slightly more resistant to social pressures, to have more of an independent streak.”
• Adaptability: Canadian research shows that left-handed people are more adaptable than right-handed people. That is, a lefty can use her right hand to do tasks much easier than a righty can use his hand. Left-handed people seem to be able to switch over more easily.

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I am just a girl

I'm just a girl who needs attention though did not request any.
I'm just a girl who doesn't want or need to impress people but truth be told, I'm doing so.
I'm just a girl who secretly dreams of living in a fairytale.
I'm just a girl who wants to fulfill my family's expectation but still holding onto my dreams.
I'm just a girl who always loses hope in myself.
I'm just a girl who wants to be invincible yet wanted to be needed.

I'm just a girl.. who's lost in the darkest of night.

I'm just an ordinary girl.

Headache but in the end there's satisfaction

Well spent a few hours wondering how to add a playlist on my blog so that my visitors can enjoy some of the music I love. Went to so many sites and asked friends. I almost gave up but in the end I managed to do it. Hehe I am so glad. Now I can slowly think of what I should post on my blog to make it interesting so that you all won't be bored. Here are some quotes I would love to share with everyone.

This tree Is not only a tree
It is a friendly tree, that is always watching over you.
This tree Is not only a tree
It is a magical tree.That makes miracles happen,
Hopes become realities, And nevers become alwayses.
This tree Is not only a tree,
It is where everything started.
It is the tree of life.
~Mia Ocean

If you are alone, I'll be your shadow. If you want to cry, I'll be your shoulder. If you want a hug, I'll be your pillow. If you need to be happy, I'll be your smile. But anytime you need a friend, I'll just be me.

Life, Love, Quotes and Poems

I have always wanted to make a blog of my own. So after much encouragement from a good friend of mine I have finally done it. I am still new in blogging so please excuse me if I made any mistakes.

Here's a little something about myself. I am 19 years. Still studying. I love to read and play computer games. Books are my life. I love poems and quotes too so I will be posting alot of them too. Guess that's all I can say about myself for now. Enjoy.