Why do I feel as if I am being crushed by a boulder? Why am I such an insecure person? I guess this is my biggest flaw. I think too much. I have always been like this. Even before I do something I will always think about the outcome, the pros and cons. It can be good to think in advance but sometimes it can be hell when its not something u like.
I wished I could just scream out and let out my pent up feelings. My imagination is running wild. It could be a small matter to a certain person but to me its not. I wished I can have the feeling of being secured. I am the type of girl who always need to be assured because I don't even have confidence in myself... Life sux...
