Why? Why? Why? Why am I feeling so emotional these day? Am I a problematic teenager? Why emotions are so highly strung and I feel as if I am a walking and talking time bomb. How do I get over it? I get angry easily. I cry easily. Why don't I get any support from my family? Instead they are the cause of all my problems.
I need some freedom. Don't they understand? I am like a bird in a cage. A prisoner in my own house. I need fresh air even if its just for awhile. I am not allowed to go out. When I use my computer I get scolded. I make mistakes I get screamed and shouted at. What do they want from me? If I am such a burden, they should not have guaranteed to be my guardian. Why don't they just leave me in the orphanage? I am sure my life would have been better.
All I need is for them to love me a little. Is that a lot to ask for? Even if they can't love me, at least show a little kindness or appreciation to me. I think I deserve even that. I can't answer them back or I will be called an ungrateful girl. Sometimes all I can do is scream on my pillow to let out my frustration but even that is not enough.
Please God help me!!!
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