Closure

This time it's for real. No matter how much it hurts to let go... This is what he wanted so it's no point holding on when he definitely doesn't have anymore feelings for me. It's better to leave while we are still in good terms rather than it being on bitter terms. 

It was the hardest thing to say when I told him I am letting him go. I am sure he is glad I am doing this. This time he totally have no more commitments and he do not have to hide whatever he's doing anymore. I am very sure now he is happy.

As for me... woke up this morning and he is still the first thing on my mind. It's like a knife cutting me up. But I told myself it's for the best. For him so he can achieve what he wants and for me so I could move on.